Crazy?

I don’t really know why, I just got this thought today… am I crazy? How come I can ruin anything good in my life? Job, relationships, even a good resting day… I mean I can have a day off, just for myself, to relax, rest, paint my hand and toe nails, wash my hair and apply hair mask/oil/shiner/etc.,  have a looooong bath complete with bath oil/pearls/salts, play with my pet bunny Tapsi, and a lot of other things I don’t normally get to do, and I can still ruin it by cleaning the whole house first, and making myself tired by the time I get to do the stuff from above…

I guess I’m the type of person who doesn’t know how to relax, or I don’t know… Probably being relaxed is a choice too, and I just don’t know how to choose this ” relaxed mode”

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