I once dreamed of a big white wedding. These were going to be my engagement ring, wedding dress, bridal bouquet made all by myself to my exact liking, and these the wedding favors. All color coordinated, of course.
In present day, I’m not so sure I need all of that. I don’t feel like I won’t be happy if a wedding doesn’t take place. Could be nice if it happened, yes.
But my style has changed since then. I have changed since then, and especially my thought process has changed since then.
Maybe I’ve become more cynical after having been through a lot of ups and downs (not only romance-wise). Yet… since it’s starting to feel like way too many marriages seem to have been formed by two people who might have been in love once, yet are now miserable, and a high percentage of those marriages also end in divorce – what’s the point in getting one’s love validated by a piece of paper, really?